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*dusts off my poor misused journal* I need to figure out a way to set more time aside for this. During the weekdays I do pretty much just wake up, shower, eat, answer tags, go to work, work, come home, and sleep. So there's not really a lot of time for making journal entries, but god, I really should have been better about it this weekend. I wasn't busy at all, just lazy and slept/read most of the weekend away.

So a brief update on random things in my life first. So yesterday I pretty much slept, finished reading the book Mossflower, cuddled with the kitty, watched Legend of Korra (which by the way I feel is a bit too rushed in just about everything so I'm enjoying it, but not LOVING it.) and went to church.

On Church and Birds )

Real Life Problems )
Roleplay complaining )
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Today kinda sucked. Started up early in the morning and I was having this fun dream. Casey and I were running around in this city, dodging government official types because we had discovered some information that would CHANGE THE WORLD! And we had just found some jet packs. Jet. Packs. When I woke myself up. I was trying to go back to sleep, but there was something in my mind telling me I HAD to get up and do something.

That's when I heard the water splashing into my wide open window. Yeah. The gutter is oh-so lovelingly placed right under my window. So even when it rains just a little, the water splashes from that happen to bounce just perfectly to get my window sill and my floor gets soaking wet. So I got up and moved my newly sprouted little flower buds and yanked my screen out so I could slam my window shut before falling back to bed. Disappointed I couldn't managed to get back to the jet packs.

In the morning I woke up and was amused to find my little sprouts had already turned nearly 180 degrees to face the sun better. They're in this little plastic windowsill green house thing with a plastic top. So I took it off to get a closer look at this natural wonder that has always fascinated me. (Even as a little kid I was obsessed with turning plants around to watch them shift towards the sun.) I also wanted to see if they needed any water. After a bit of poking at the soil I decided they were fine and went to put the top back on.

And this is something that I hate about myself and has been bothering me so much. I'm so clumsily. So awkward. even if I try to be as careful as possible. I'm always tripping up or looking foolish. This was one of those times. I don't know how I fucked it up, but the plastic slid a little and I ended up pushing it down slightly on the two sprouts that had peeked through the soil first. It was for less than a second, but the damage is done. They've been crushed. I can see clear bends in their stem. They're so dead. Well, not dead yet, but I don't think they're going to make it. And yes, I've had these tiny little green things for all of five days, but I still feel horribly crushed by this. They were the first ones. The strongest looking ones. They were so fragile and depending on me for life. And I crushed them.

Blah, so that sucked. Then as I was getting ready to go do laundry? OH HI AUNT INVASION. For serious. Why won't they leave me alone? Bastards. I'm not sure how they even got into that bag of peeps. What a waste of peeps.

Parent's anniversary was today. Forgot to send a card, but at least remembered to call. Omg, my dad can talk about nothing FOREVER sometimes. For while there he was just laughing at some birds in the yard telling me over and over that they're trying to eat a worm. The other sucky part is he tends to mumble a lot when talking on a phone so half the time I could hardly hear what he was saying. I'm a little afraid we're going to have nothing to talk about now that Buttons is gone. It's sad, but the most important thing he did was take care of her for me in his retirement. He now officially has no goals now. Except to occasionally drink and gamble. May I never have that.

A Quest for a Roleplay Canon Review Gone Wrong )
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Spent pretty much all day at the computer caching up with the RP-ing that's been neglected nearly all week. This included tags, finishing up my CR requests, and getting my thread log list nearly re-compleated. That and there was this little war going on Vash is involved with and I might have been tagging that like a crazy lady.

So I guess I shouldn't be so surprised that my dream focused around Vash and Bil now should I?

Not all about Vash and Bil, but it gets there )
zig_zag123: (Dancing Vash)
Woke up this morning to a strange email. I could not figure it out right way with my brain being so dead and sleepy. At first I thought it was trying to tell me LJ was charging me 16 dollars for some reason. I was all ready to go: GRRR! At the support team when I woke up a bit more and realized what was REALLY happening.

The next time my paid time came up they'd charge me 16 dollars instead of the 20 because someone had given me two months pay time and extended my extra userpics by a month!


It really makes me feel specail when I get something like this. Someone likes my Vash so much they were willing to spend real money on me. Not to mention I had to run out today and spend money to buy a new battery for my car and buy groceries. It's kinda nice knowing someone else is easing my wallet this way!

Just... D'AWWWW! If it was anyone on my F-list I thank, thank, THANK YOU! It really made my day, my week, my month. I haven't had many really good days lately as I've been getting depressed over the fact that I haven't heard anything from any of the applications I send out daily. This really brightened my day. THANK YOU! I hope I continue to do a good job and make whoever out there that wanted to help me happy!

zig_zag123: (Wolfwood in the moonlight)

my thread
zig_zag123: (As you're staring at the sun)
Yesterday my sister and I did what we do most nights she's home. Fire up the Wii and play some Mario Kart. We love the online battle play. We play it for HOURS, but what I do is answer tags during the times where we're just sitting there waiting for rounds to start. We learned quickly that we both want a little something to do during that bit or we get bored faster.

During one of these times I got a little LJ alert in my inbox letting me know that Vash's paid time is almost up. After the inital - darn. Now I'm going to have to get out my card and finally register it for the auto payments (I am NOT going back to 15 icons - NEVA!) - I realized something and that's just how long I've been RP-ing.

It didn't really hit me for some reason when Vash's 1 year came up in [livejournal.com profile] luceti, but I think that's because it was a little different. It hit me with this payment reminder because it reminded me (not to pay my bill), but all the love I've recieved so far for RP-ing in general. I remember when I first joined how I was going around with 15 icons and being secertly jelous of other people's icon count because I couldn't afford it at the time. (Okay, probably not THAT secert.) So [livejournal.com profile] whiteadelphi was awesome and bought me a year of paid time. I still really appericate that start KJ! Thank you! Then as I quickly filling those icon spots [livejournal.com profile] wasurechatta  was also awesome and bought me some extra icon space! I thank her again for that too! It was awesome having all that extra room!

Then Vash's time was just about up as Nov rolled around. This time I was ready and could afford to pay to continue it, but before my alert even came up I got an annoynomos gift that extended both Vash's icons and journal time for two months. I still can hardly believe it. That someone must like my playing enough to give me money for doing it. I'm still deeply touched by this and just wish I knew who to thank! If you're the one and reading my private journal - thank you so much! That act literally brought tears to my eyes that someone cared enough about what I was doing and must be enjoying it themselves enough to spend money on me. Thank-you! Thank-you! Thank-you!

It's been a great ride and I cannot believe all the friends I've made since being shown the world of LJRP thanks to KJ. I never would have imagined people spending money on me. More so people who don't know me in RL! Even if you haven't spent any money on me or anything - that doesn't matter that much to me. You have no idea the joy you guys bring me by just listening and putting up with me. So - thank-you! Thank-you THANK YOU! For just reading this journal. Caring about my day to day life. Having fun playing with me and just chatting with me. Thank you so-so mcuh. I've NEVER been good about spending money on myself, but I think this time - with the memory of all the nice things people have done for me - I think it will be pretty easy.

Hehe... who knew getting a bill could make me so happy?
zig_zag123: (Two's Company)
I like the sound of this one! Because I know I could always use some improvement! I'M NOT SCARED OF CONSTRUCTIVE CRIT! GIVE ME! 8D I mean... please!



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